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Curious…
I spent last night crying like a child, serious. And not feeling miserable and “crying inside” as it happens sometimes, but feeling miserable and crying like crazy for a long time and caused by a wide variety of reasons, which included the terrible ammount of work I have to do, my terribly missed friends from childhood and some issues about my parents; then I had the great idea of saying to myself: “it must be something hormonal related to your period :dead:” in an attempt to comfort myself a bit, but realising I couldn’t blame my poor hormones (at least directly) made me cry even more

Anyway, as soon as I got up this morning I turned on my laptop PC without knowing what on Earth I was going to do and begun to introduce data for my pre-doctoral thesis in SPSS… Suddenly, what I have feared that would took me about a whole month was almost done (I’m sure I’ll finish it tomorrow); then, I received my TOEFL test scores and saw that I had got really high marks (well, I knew I had done it well in the exam, but not *that* well :P). In the afternoon I wrote three pages of theoretical stuff for that bl**dy thesis and I even had time for practising gymnastics (yup, I’ve been nice to my body for a week and a day so far ;)).

Now I’m tired, realy tired, but just tired: not tired of being tired after being doing nothing :mrgreen:.
(Gosh, how pathetic was that phrase :geeked:)

Now I come to think of it, I might have to cry more often…

Tags: vida life

4 Responses to “CURIOUS…”

# Patánon 28 Feb 2004 at 01:41

A veces llorar sienta bien.Dicen que desahoga.A mí sólo me produce un extraño dolor de cabeza,como cuando tenía vegetaciones…ejem,yo me entiendo.
Por cierto:Empollonaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
# Calítoe.:.on 28 Feb 2004 at 12:04

Yo nunca he tenido de eso, pero lo de la cabeza en órbita espacial alrededor de mí misma no me lo quita nadie…
¿Empollona? No diría que no, pero lo cierto es que una vez que me empiezo a hacer pariditas intelectualmente estimulantes, me entusiasmo tanto que es difícil pararme, aunque lo realmente difícil es empezar
# Fraukeon 28 Feb 2004 at 22:01

I’m happy you’re in the process of figuring things out, it can become such a big pressure. Crying is great, though. It clears your eyes, they become whiter after that! Hope you’ll stay on the track!
# Calítoe.:.on 29 Feb 2004 at 01:08

Thanks