Jun 18th, 2004
ABOUT TIME
I’ve been feeling really bad these days :(. I will do what some of you suggested to me: just say it… So there, I’ve spent a horrible week ALONE in our flat in Santiago. I like being on my own, but this time I was ALONE =(.
Remember the “we are still friends” thing of two posts ago? Well, when I was writing that I knew it wouldn’t be so easy, but I am so fed up with being always right when I think the worst of any thing… Besides, there have been other issues that affected me quite a lot, I might tell you about them later. I didn’t even could go to the library this week as I had planned: each time that I started to walk towards there I had to come back home because I felt like crying, but in the end I couldn’t cry either :neutral:, it’s so annoying… Then I cried in the middle of the process of cooking, or trying to finish any chapter of my thesis :cry:. And I couldn’t do anything but sitting there in front of the TV and bothering Q. in Norway telling him some of my stupid feelings by sms, which is pretty difficult thing to do by the way :smh:.
At least managed to give the private lessons as usual: B. the 15 year-old boy did it pretty good, in spite of his sort of depression in the middle of the year. And S. is a bit low these days, but she told me that I cheer her up each time she comes to study with me. How ironic :uh:.
Well, I’m much better now because I am browsing the Net (someone might find the fact that that is one of the few things that can make me glad now a bit sad, but it is true, and it’s something at least) and… Because it’s The Prisoner of Azkaban première in Spain today!!! About time too! I won’t spend a second more than necessary here in Santiago, I will go to Pontevedra as soon as I can this afternoon and I’ll watch it in Pontevedra, with my sister, who got tickets for everyone (it’s always me the one who does that, but I was so 
this week). This week has been dreadful for me, so even though the film is bad (I’ve enjoyed the other two, though I didn’t find them good =)), I’m sure I will enjoy it a lot, more than anyone. I love the actors, the director, the setting, the story… I will only miss not seeing it with the friends I love most, but there’s my sister there, which is much more than nothing ;).
Mmmm, curious, now that I come to think of it I realise that the people who were annoying me most lately are not Harry Potter series readers… And not only that, THEY ARE HARRY POTTER DESPISERS ALTHOUGH THEY HAVEN’T EVEN BOTHERED IN READING ONE SINGLE CHAPTER!
I should have figured it out earlier.
And I’d better stop here. I’m getting over this week anger, sadness and/or whatever those feelings were and I don’t want to recall them again.
I wish you the very best, whether you enjoy Harry Potter series or not (but please, before judging them, read at least a couple of those books ;)).
Ciao, ciao.
Hola, me llamo Cristina MJ, pero en este mundo paralelo me dicen 
Hello, my name is Cristina MJ, but I'm also known as 
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sadness forbidden here 
) Obviously if you want you can put it in your page…Have a nice weekend!!! 
I am all alone too…And these should be the best days of my life
Actually, I am rather happy anyway…You’ll see when you’re done with the degree thesis
I finally linked to the EU FL…I made a silly banner (I had nothing better to do
You are right Francesca, I know I will be much better as soon as I finish that thesis. It happened to me before :P. Anyway, things like your comment cheer me up quite a lot too, so grazie mille!
And you are not that alone either ;).
HEY U!!! lol about that boy… i’m sure he was just shy… especially if it was his first kiss… Dont feel too bad about kissing him without liking him either
lol Hey i hope you’re happier today! talk to u soon hun…
hey.. sorry about it not working out with your friend… it can be hard after something like that even when u try to make it not hard… i hope everything works out ok in the end… ttys chica
Yep Beth, I guess it was that… But I have a tendency to despise coward people, and it’s been a point in which it was evident cowardy… Anyway, I’ll try to be more tolerant in that sense
. Other things have happened too, but Harry Potter 3, browsing the Net and the week-end made me forget about crying, hurting myself and all that :shh:, so… 
hola amiga…
what a nice language mix… But you have to be happier!!! Sofort! (That’s German) I’m on the way to find new members for the eu-fl… It’s the only fl in witch I’m member! Because I’ve never understood what the sence of it is. But i think it’s just so funny 
Pero tengo une pregunte: Is there a text of the european hymn? Maybe “Freude Schöner Götterfunken Töcher aus Elysio… wir betreten feuertrunken…” I don’t know the text really.
sorry for not commenting so long. I didn’t find time because of so much f*#§ing stress in school. DON’T BE THAT SAD CALLÌTOE!!!!!!!!!!!! Eres una espanola. Tienes fire en tu blood
Cheer up and bis bald
yours Thilo
Danke schön, Thilo
It’s imposible to be sad after reading your comment 
:lol:. You should come to Galicia one day to remove all those topics about Spain: fire in the South, melancholy in the North (well, some aspects of them might be true :P). It would be like a cultural exchange in the EU environment :mrgreen:.
And yeah, I am a Spaniard, but I was born in Galicia: the melancholy region by excellence
Hi, as you know, I like replying to my commenters a lot, so I have ¡nstalled Dodo’s threaded comments hack. I’m just checking I’ve haven’t spoilt too many things :whistle:.
Mmm, not many, but not too satisfied…
Yep, a bit more :geeked:.