Calítoe.:.
Ene 19th, 2005
Ene 19th, 2005
INSTINCT
I would like to have children, I would really like to.
And not in a “someday” way.
Even less in that “I love babies” way.
I don’t want just have them: I would work hard to make them like to have me too.
I’d really like to have them now, in this fase of my life, and I know that I am able to make them enjoy life…
I’d like to have children…
But even the first step on every path of that way is so difficult…
I would find time under the see if needed but…
Money, bureaucracy, love, sex…
I’m almost giving up of the idea just by thinking over it…
Maybe if I sell my virginity on the accurate date…
I’m being a bad mother even before being one…
But I would really like to…
Hola, me llamo Cristina MJ, pero en este mundo paralelo me dicen 
Hello, my name is Cristina MJ, but I'm also known as 
I want to be mother one day too. But ditto on everything you said, I am basically scared.