EN: Warning: This post is over two years old, so it's possible that the views, opinions, links or instructions reflected on it do not correspond with the way I think now or the way things currently work. I have evolved (and so have the World and the Internet), so it might be advisable to just take this entry for a glimpse into the (my) past. 🙂

ES: Atención: Este artículo tiene más de dos años de antigüedad, de modo que los puntos de vista, opiniones e instrucciones que se vierten en él pueden no corresponder con cómo pienso ahora o cómo funcionan las cosas en la actualidad. He evolucionado (y también lo han hecho el mundo e Internet), así que probablemente lo más recomendable sería entender esta entrada como un simple reflejo del (de mi) pasado. 🙂

I’m sure several of you remember those pathetic posts of mine I used to post last year which consisted on “I hate self-pity but I can’t help expressing how miserable I feel right now”…

Well, this could be one of those too, read if you dare:

My mobile phone was stolen, the pictures I took seconds before I was robbed didn’t show up, a girl I know with whom I had started fantasising about the possibility of her being a lesbian who fancied me introduced me her BOYfriend today; I’ve got a virus in my computer, I received the news that I had been pre-selected to go to the University of Goteborg as an assistant teacher -I had almost completely forgotten I had applied for it- just a few hours after I had made up my mind about next year -so my future is not that clear *again*; everybody wants private lessons with me and I am stupid enough to being unable to say “nie”, so I am overcharged with work -even though I do enjoy it-, and I’ve fallen in love…

Gosh… This is the worst part…

Again, yes; and this time is the worst time ever: it’s deep but I am very aware it will go nowhere… Incidentally, I fancy two other people -guys, for what is worth- too, but anyway I know I’m not going anywhere with any of them either -someone should slap me: I deserve it… All the same, -I repeat- I AM IN LOVE -that’s it, in love, pathetic but true- OF *THAT* ONE. But it’s totally senseless and I am totally, painfully aware of it. Maldita sea mi estampa…

I hate complaining, but I do feel I have the right to complain today.
I need chocolate or doing some flips… Or rather reading the news (in the Internet, but not watching them on tv here: they only talk about the Pope xP), in order to make myself forget thinking about just myself.
Hope you are doing much better
Dobranoc.

4 Comments on HOW MISERABLE I AM

  1. So…I am confused. Whom are you in love with, then? That girl? One of those guys? The guy who thinks he’s your boyfriend?

    And what was the original plan?

    You’re strong, intelligent, beautiful and something good will happen sooner or later. You’re far away from being a loser. Losers do other things, live someplace else, think in different ways. Snap out of the misery, please. For me. For everyone who agrees with what I’ve just said.

  2. I am confused myself too 😛
    Ok then. I’m not a loser ;). I’ve never used that word and I’ve never considered myself a loser anyway 🙂 Just a bit… Pathetic, let’s call it that way :P.
    That *one* is a pupil of mine, a boy, and one of the other two I fancy is another pupil of mine… But *that one* is *the* one… And I’d better stop abusing those *one*… A pupil of mine… Who has also become my friend, or comrade at least. Falling in love with him… Don’t you find it pathetic enough?
    Whatever. Now that I come to think of it, it might not be that pathetic, at least not too much as long as we maintain the “status quo”.
    And your comment has cheered me up quite a lot too, so yay for ALL my nonsensical falls in love :P.
    Thanks…

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